day 2 working at the gallery - notes taken
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What if I got a boob job?
or a lip job
or a ass job
or hair all braided
or really long nails
or a tattoo on...
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i'm looking for a young art student who I can patronage
--
what does the distraction of someone talking about selling £350K artwork around me 'do'? (to me)
---
In my dream I got it! my brand.
'L' shaped pieces, this recent illness/purge, shame, blowout, belonging. sweats have pushed me forwards.
-
everyone looks grotesque and surreal. that doctor from e.europe, her manner, honest and flippancy, my 'febrility' as a given, the steroid afterthought.
steroidal. what else are they doing to me? sex drive?
what is [my home] doing to my perspectives on sex? politics? fashion? I really like it there.
---
the humble buyer...
what does it mean to be like 'i really want you'? about an as yet un-formed human? Is it much different to wanting a young male lover?
yes. But how much?
(or artwork..)
---
e.nesbitt - the railway children. - wholesome.
--
that mgmt job in north sydney. Kathy...
my suit dress.
---
so many types of people and I am obsessed with just some.
---
grounded by all dick and no balls
--
I want to go and burn that sheet. ritualistically - sweat purge.
---
i like the one where it looks like his penis is burning off.
---
someone, precious, stung by a bee. In passage!
--
wilderness. how do I love? I should be happy with what I got.
--
boring insecure men.
propped up by women with no balls.
where do you take me, olga?
I hear your pleasure gurgles in surround sound flashback.
--
fort.if.ied. by whom? it goes in cycles. who you allow propped up
celebrated like gross colonial gluttony of thanksgiving turkey.
have some dignity.
---
im baby incest.
been on all these dope holidays with my dad and now i'm ready to appreciate them, i'm out. . .
---> that one in florida = like a castle. amaaaaaaazing opulence.
---
uh baby my rabid tenderness I save it all up or it leaks out its thighs gripped by thighs and real real meals of nature.
I will do it again with real love. looks like care, means love.
-----
what does it mean to get moment of sexual excitement/liberation from t.v.... (BC + TP)
---
when is it alright to be sexual?
when is it not alright?
loose. loosest. subservient.
---
pony. girl cottage. femme S&M.
a madame. a theme. a reality.
w/a good politic. sorted on that.
---
I farted loudly in the gallery and it meant so much.
---
i will weld and grind you.
uhh, yeah, yeah.
writing, for me is just like binge watching low-brow tv shows. no prestige.
stinky fun fur items in a more fetid flat in a more stagnant state that you could even bear.
do you want it? do you?
because this place saying that you can't handle it.
---
i've fetishized going to sleep and then waking up to put eyedrops in.
your teeth brushed. your whole body I would still eat your asshole.
---
insoles. my wallabies.
the next presidential debate. @ our house c'mon.
---
bitterness + my baby.
Fuck you T. Emin.
---
Holly cares.
---
Care-in environ keeps giving.
---
Frances B from Brown Council.
---
Dialogue on family with Zoe. What Q's to ask.
---
Bjork pre-book.
---
I'm supposed to tell you not to do that.
--
What if I got a boob job?
or a lip job
or a ass job
or hair all braided
or really long nails
or a tattoo on...
---
i'm looking for a young art student who I can patronage
--
what does the distraction of someone talking about selling £350K artwork around me 'do'? (to me)
---
In my dream I got it! my brand.
'L' shaped pieces, this recent illness/purge, shame, blowout, belonging. sweats have pushed me forwards.
-
everyone looks grotesque and surreal. that doctor from e.europe, her manner, honest and flippancy, my 'febrility' as a given, the steroid afterthought.
steroidal. what else are they doing to me? sex drive?
what is [my home] doing to my perspectives on sex? politics? fashion? I really like it there.
---
the humble buyer...
what does it mean to be like 'i really want you'? about an as yet un-formed human? Is it much different to wanting a young male lover?
yes. But how much?
(or artwork..)
---
e.nesbitt - the railway children. - wholesome.
--
that mgmt job in north sydney. Kathy...
my suit dress.
---
so many types of people and I am obsessed with just some.
---
grounded by all dick and no balls
--
I want to go and burn that sheet. ritualistically - sweat purge.
---
i like the one where it looks like his penis is burning off.
---
someone, precious, stung by a bee. In passage!
--
wilderness. how do I love? I should be happy with what I got.
--
boring insecure men.
propped up by women with no balls.
where do you take me, olga?
I hear your pleasure gurgles in surround sound flashback.
--
fort.if.ied. by whom? it goes in cycles. who you allow propped up
celebrated like gross colonial gluttony of thanksgiving turkey.
have some dignity.
---
im baby incest.
been on all these dope holidays with my dad and now i'm ready to appreciate them, i'm out. . .
---> that one in florida = like a castle. amaaaaaaazing opulence.
---
uh baby my rabid tenderness I save it all up or it leaks out its thighs gripped by thighs and real real meals of nature.
I will do it again with real love. looks like care, means love.
-----
what does it mean to get moment of sexual excitement/liberation from t.v.... (BC + TP)
---
when is it alright to be sexual?
when is it not alright?
loose. loosest. subservient.
---
pony. girl cottage. femme S&M.
a madame. a theme. a reality.
w/a good politic. sorted on that.
---
I farted loudly in the gallery and it meant so much.
---
i will weld and grind you.
uhh, yeah, yeah.
writing, for me is just like binge watching low-brow tv shows. no prestige.
stinky fun fur items in a more fetid flat in a more stagnant state that you could even bear.
do you want it? do you?
because this place saying that you can't handle it.
---
i've fetishized going to sleep and then waking up to put eyedrops in.
your teeth brushed. your whole body I would still eat your asshole.
---
insoles. my wallabies.
the next presidential debate. @ our house c'mon.
---
bitterness + my baby.
Fuck you T. Emin.
---
Holly cares.
---
Care-in environ keeps giving.
---
Frances B from Brown Council.
---
Dialogue on family with Zoe. What Q's to ask.
---
Bjork pre-book.
---
I'm supposed to tell you not to do that.
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