the necessary delusions for today:

(lolliculous task, if I can recognise my own delusions - then they are not delusions)

BUT

working aides my sanity
that the company I work for was not founded on crimes against humanity
that I will make good decisions today
that any decision is a good decision

that anything matters!

that everything matters!

that saying anything is better than saying nothing. but not adhering to that.
that I need a conviction
that a criminal conviction might be the only way
doer not a sayer
thinker not a sayer
think and do
do and think

thinking makes it come out in doing anyway

that it's imperative we go on living!

that doing/saying/thinking anything that is not a horrifying result of oppression or abuse, exploitation, power dynamics and hunger or greed, is possible.

that art/performance/expression is the only honest and genuine freedom we have, when political and direct action seems so weak and useless against the grand schemas

that I'm not alone